Nadya journal

Not in use animore!

2010-03-20T13:47:00.003+08:00

sorry guyz!..

i've change ma blog!

there sumtink not rite here!

sorry for the inconvenient!!

http://nadya-inwonderland.blogspot.com/

thankz!

xoxo!

outing from sundae till todae

2010-03-16T20:51:00.006+08:00

hellohellohellominumkopidanmilo!!!
k lame!
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guess what! im on mc for 2 days!

due to:aircon spoil and i cant tolerate the heat at work!.

yes!! i having a migraine ++ on cranky mood due to period and the stoopid fat big bulldog aircon man juz way to lazy! feel lyke smacking rite at his superbig stomach! da la perot tu mcm beranak kembar da tu bunting kerbau!
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oooohhh...
on sunday me with the lil bitches totally really explore for food porn,we go from end to end..jurong to simei just to eat han river! yes! the service,variety is supperrr good and delicious..but place is damm small,the equipment tool for cooking is not complete +++ drink no free flow! at 1st we kind of piss off..but after we eat cool down chit chat n we kip on wanting to change place n kip on asking question.we find that no so bad la. they entertain our 1001 question.they were totally patience wit us.

aaaannnddd..
after reading artical about "Pretty boys" lil bitches kip on trying to pose lyke them.k admit tat their pose kind of hot!
i love their fashion! omg..how i wish im so daring! especially luke idham..he photoshoot super hot n sexy! mak loike gerl!

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ok calobeteh!

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p/s: not much pic..moody while eating..wanted to pose pic that pose lyke pretty boy but nah! it not so hot as them!

Random!

2010-03-09T21:09:00.002+08:00

I'm watching bujang lapok and im at work..

while watching i decide to blog!

ma eating habit is getting bad to worse,

it worse when im at work in different outlet or bored.

NADYA + BORED+FOOD=DOUBLE FATTS.GAIN WEIGHT!!

LOL!

Oh ya as most of u know soon im not gonna stay jurong area.

im so sad about it..and it not on june bt soon..i guess mid year im not longger jurong gerl..

life full of shity shit!

2010-03-07T16:39:00.004+08:00

Im working rite now n while had nutink to do,

trying to crack ma migraine brain to post a story.

i hav not post ani story abt me now adays,

the reason is i hav nutink to post!

me with ma boring life,hav fren like no fren,hav scandal like no scandal n hav bf like no bf..huahuahua! k aku maen2 je.

aniway..

ma stupid old senior just give me a rooster.

when i check it i feel lyke diz tua want to mampoz fast aready

any how without even checking with me she put me here n there..cb!

i guess she havent seen ma ugly side la this tua!

if she get to see i guess she die straight away due to heart attack!

hahahahaha!

stupid i cant tolerate to werk here aready 2yrs of werking nutink intresting

sianz!

anyone got ani job recomanded?

aniway one more story

i got one not so call a fren and i think he a stalker.

im just to tired and ma head crack aready figure out how to solve tiz!

he will alway see ma fb and now a day he will always comment everything shit i written.

penat aku melihat nye!

he will keep texting me ask me out

alot of thing that make's me feel irritating!

im sorry i noe u trying to please me but i feel lyke it just to way irritating!

ok cannot take it anymore ma migraine really killing me

sayonaRa!

can't escape the thought of u

2010-03-06T13:43:00.002+08:00

I can't escape the thought of you.

Even in my dreams you are there.

It's not fair how your gone,

and how you're moving on so fast,

while I am still living in the past.

SWEET 17 BIRTHDAY!

2010-03-02T13:23:00.005+08:00

As mention in previous post that we going to celebrate sis 17 b'dae..

well saturday more to family occasion la.

talk shit,make crap jokes,sing b'dae song,make a wish,cut the cake and all together had a nice oreo cheese cake!

lil sis get lots of hongboa!

not fair! lol!

Next day mit lil bitches! lol!

What i can say is hell fun! and like i say when with them i feel much younger! lol!
we decide to go grandlink as there much more cheaper n i forget that it sunday where u can see lots of foreigner there! i feel disgusting seeing indon ladies and banglas kissing n hugging..

sumore there some show that keep playing dangdut music..ape lgi indon smua shaking their butt je la..with the cheeky smile seeing the banglas! eeiiyee!.

Ok back to the story..we can choose room that we want so they choose..pilih bilik pon berejam haiyo! bnyk cerewet! decide the what room aready sekali got one big room with 1 indon guy i think singing like mad dog..singing like shouting,jumping like moshing(if correct spelling) malay jiwang turn to heavy metal rock song! lol!we were laughing at him..all the way!

but again come to our turn i think we more worse..they were shouting not singing! ksiow!

we sing more english songs..we juz go gaga with lady gaga song!
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after finish with karaoke-ing we had our dinner at bugis and decide to go sheesha-ing

waiting for another one more fren den procide there. btw im hav not taste the sheesha at all..it ma virgin go there but not taste it! belo kan i noe! i juz can stand the minah before us staring at me lyke i got own sumting! mood hilang suddenly!.

lol!

i drunk seriously..

drunk to so call "alcohol cokes" and so call "pig oil fries!"haha!

the smell of the fruity all around me also!

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End our day at 11++..cab and home sweet home!
thank to Nora Fren for the so call "alcohol cokes"n pig oil fries"
haha!
bastard sia we never pay.. just go!
we will go again next tyme!
taking care
peace!

p/s: more picture at facebook!

Derinta Merindu!

2010-02-26T20:50:00.003+08:00

Derita Merindu!

Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang tak percaya
Bagaimana nak bahagia
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu
Tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
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(Rap)
Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..
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Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Akan ku biar tiada ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah
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(Ulang)(2x)
Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
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(Rap)
Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan..
Aku masih terkilan!
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Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
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(Rap)
Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu
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Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa..
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My fvrt song..everywhere i go i must plug ma ear wit earpiece n hear it!

p/s:im juz so happy today! it juz ma happy day!

sister birthday

2010-02-22T22:02:00.003+08:00

Lil sis birthday is around the corner (27Feb)..
what should i get for her..
well she will turning sweet 17 this saturday.

i dont want her sweet 17 be like mine,i want it to b memorable one for sister and lil sis!
lil sis fren plan that we go for karoake! hmm..i dont know..
i thought before go meeting them..both of us go for food porn 1st..and i give some cash for her to buy anitink she want(but bored la not so memorable b'dae).
thought to get her some voucher from some shop to get her buy some clother but i dont know what kind of clother that she really wear(as she sometimes can b so tomboyish n "i dont care what people think" style!).
or..
just go for food porn hav a small b'dae cake soon after that mit her fren..
well lets wait for the day.. i will posting soon wit some pic..

breath a fresh air!

2010-02-21T16:44:00.004+08:00

after other one go,another assholes come! great i noe...giving 1001 reason again.

oh! when it gonna gone i juz hate tiz i was trying hard to forget everything but when i succeed. they find me bck..they juz dont wan me to breath a fresh air n start a new life..

14/02/10.

2010-02-18T20:48:00.007+08:00

Just a quick update on 14th feb!

Well i had a so call date wit a fren..Zaki! thankz for making ma day..
it actually last min plan..coz im keep on changing plan..lol!
we get to watch percy jackson! awesome..hot dok! it suck la..all slot at all cinema were sold out but tiz boy was so nice trying hard to find which is available and he did ..coz he know that i wanted to watch tiz for since god know how long..sweeet!

thankz for the flower..even ma xbf nvr even been so sweet n suprise on ma valentine...

family gathering!

2010-01-29T15:01:00.004+08:00

Annyong readers!

everytime i keep saying i gonna delete the blog,on hiatus etc..etc.. end up im still blogging..lol!
maybe soon..
blog ku mcm tk tersusun gitu eh dgn org nye url yg tunggang langgang dgn font yg asal boleh..da mcm tk teurus mcm aku gitu..lol!
i wanna change ma phone la..what should i change..?iphones or sony?hmm..
i wanna buy Nikon D3000 also..
perhap all diz will coming soon also..haha!
Kawan2 ku...bile la im going to meet u all..asyik meet kt tempat same gitu..tk bored ke korg..lol!
trying to finds out what new in singapore..like new good foods..places that never being before..etc..etc!
oh ya..im fall in love with shinee..they're so cute the mute la..seriously.! but much more younger then me!..wth!
oh ya..i cant wait for family gathering @ downtown east chalet..gerek or wat..it being long time i waiting for this..still counting for the day..it not fair la..when the day come like so fast gitu..when waiting for the day..omg! so long..
for now ma focus is for family..nothing much more important then them all.
before i thought frens and ma beloved one(xbf) comes 1st rather then family..but now i really regret to think that way..at the end of the day..im all alone with fren bz with their own business and he..well dont hav to mention la eh..family the one that cheers me up. how i wish i can change everything,i hav make mistake for years...
everything gone..

kelakar la lu

2010-01-24T17:05:00.007+08:00

HOT FROM OVEN STORY 2010!

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kelakar siak aku bace comment betina yg tk sedar diri bername 'F' tu..

serious shit..sedar ke tk eh betina tu ape yg dia bbual.

even laki ko ckp ko tk btol! bkn laki ko je mak mentua n sedara laki ko pon suro ko bukak mate besar2 tgk cermin diri ko tu..haiz..kesian aku tgk ko sebenar nye ni..tpi bile pikir alek buat ape eh..sesia je..da tu tkpe..kene bbual belakang! no worth btol la.

ko ni,sebelom ko ckp pape sal aku, ko tgk diri ko from head to toe dulu bole tk minah!.

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aku tk flirt dgn laki ko,nk rampas haram sekali uh..ko ckp tu mcm mane bole beb..u should ask urself ko ke aku yg rampas dia!ko amek dia,ade aku ckp pape..

haiya! muke ade malu ka nk ckp tu mcm same aku..haha! im the one should call u that la bitch!.

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lu seriously bikin gua gelak beb!

pekara da lame ko nk ungkit pas tu comment kasi the whole world tahu tapi aku kire mcm berpuas ati uh..ade org jugak back-up aku..ko buta tuli ke sejak2 da buyun!

aku tk cari laki ko, hegeh2 kt laki ko jauh sekali uh...laki ko yg masi tercari2 aku dibelakang ko!

dia maen belakang ko pon ko tk tahu pe kn sal ko buta.

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and btw TOLONG i repeat eh TOLONG uh cermin muke ko dulu lau ko nk kutuk aku ok darling! see with ur eyes wide open! ko ni..jgn la pikiran sngat sal aku nnti muke ank ko mcm muke aku lak..da susah tau! aku tknk muke aku banyak sngat klon lgi2 lau ade keturunan ko..eeeiiye!

last but no least jage la laki mu yg tk berhasil lgi berlagak tu baek2 ye..nnti ko tuduh aku tup-tup org laen lak yg rampas laki ko tu! lgi berbahaya kn!.

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so taking care girlfren!

2010-01-13T20:26:00.001+08:00

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS GAME!

2010-01-11T17:35:00.002+08:00

hello!

blog ku da mati!..
penyakit malas ku suda muncul...i dont want diz url animore..i guess i gonna change or juz remain dead!

2010!

2010-01-02T21:59:00.002+08:00

should i say ma 2010 was to sway from the 1st start! haiz!

well..fought with fren,hme alone for the whole 2 days..great rite i noe and lots of plan being cancel.

oh please 2010..please be good to me..!

Let Welcum 2010!

2010-01-01T00:11:00.003+08:00

LET WELCUM 2010..

SHALL WE!!!

hoping that 2010 will be the better year for me insya allah..

goodbye 2009!

hi my sweetheart

2009-12-29T20:29:00.002+08:00

sorry for not upodating for quiet long.busy with lotsss of staff..

aniway i just finish watching hi my sweetheart ep 9...u should watch it too..

aniway i going for long holiday start tomorow..yeeehaaa!! will start working nxt wk i guess..

k la till here...will update a proper post nxt time...i hav truck loads of stories to tell..but guess today not the good tyme..

taking care darling!

2009-12-14T19:24:00.002+08:00

"If you don't love me at my worst then you don't deserve me at my best".

this qoute dedicated to u boi..i guess u dun deserve to hav me..u fool!

Jacob black

2009-12-04T19:19:00.006+08:00

i just cant wait for this sunday...i dont care hack or hock i gonna watch twilight saga..i must see ma Jacob Black..nyahaha!! Jacob wait for me tiz sunday aite lol!..im to over excited till i bought twilight saga new moon book atleast i noe bit of the story...at 1st Edward i think his hot but not after i read the book..basically in twilight saga edward left bella behind juz because he want bella to be a normal person and wanted bella to b out of danger..but to me it suck! u..urself a vampire and u noe u had kill james and in vampire history if u kill the vampire and he/she hav a mates..they will hunt u but in this case of coz they will kill bella as vampire's are always thirsty for humans bloods....but still u left bella alone at fork's lucky there jacob,he the one who cheers bella up till the vampire's return..with Jacob hot tanned body's it make me melts!!! but one thing that spoit everything is his a werewolves and werewolves cant get upset or angry or else they will turn to beast that can be really dangerous..

k more full story wait till i watch diz sunday.....

peace outz!

2009-11-15T22:23:00.002+08:00

u driving me insane!

it hard to let go..

cant sleep till till i feel that u beside me

insomnia!

WONDER...WONDER...AND WONDER....

2009-11-06T18:09:00.000+08:00

I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have.

im a coldhearted

2009-11-02T21:10:00.002+08:00

HOW I WISH IM A COLDHEARTED PERSON!

i just wish i can be myself and dont have to please anione..trying to please someone is hard...no matter wat u do...they still dun appreciate it.

2009-10-31T10:14:00.000+08:00

You wonder why I dont talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say its not that I dont want to, its just that everything I want to say I cant tell you anymore...

all gone

2009-10-25T21:41:00.002+08:00

like shit...i kena werk like mad dog,end up the pay like my SCSO black ass...stupid SCSO! OH GOD!! why cant i hav everything...since mid of secondary school lyfe..all ma plan for the future gone straight in the bin! all i dream about juz gone like that!vanish! shit!!

xbf going to marriage soon.

2009-10-24T15:52:00.003+08:00

believe it or not...jufri juz kol me just now...saying hows life everything no wonder i keep thinking of him lately..hmm!.well..i guess i noe y his mum dont lyke the gerl..y?it just for me to noe..just keep to heart..and congrat! soon u gonna b a husband..hopefully u b a good husband to ur wife..and lastly...harap kekal hingga ke akhir hayat..amin...

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p/s: i trying to forgive and forget about the past that hurts me alots....am i nutink to u...
thankz! for being half of me for once and for the happiness that we created together..i really appriaciate alot though it just a moment..

MENGATAL

2009-10-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

makin lame makin mendak eh post gue! lol! wat to do a single person dont hav much story with a bored life...makan..tido..gi keje...wat a good life!!!! bgoz!aniway nie abez pekak kan telinga from a perasaan muda pak jaga(security)! mati tknk nie pakcik! umor da 40 sen+++ lgi ade hati nk mengatal! ape nk jdi! bini kt rumah jage ank mcm nk mati..dekni mengatal ngan..haiz!! dunno la manusia mane tah!..he told me...(lgi tkde segan silu nie tua!) tat he admire wit a chinese ladies! anita if i not wrong!...pecah ah nie pakcik! duit abez kat pompan laen! kecoh! i getting more bored..wonder when i can get ma dream job! ok la adiois!! nutink much to say...

mak!

2009-10-17T18:19:00.003+08:00

i just finish chatting with jufri mum and i was shocked when she was hoping me and jufri to be together again...here are the conversation.

mak: jufri ngan nadya masi berkwn lgi?

me: nope..da tk lgi mak.

mak: oh..but y leh mak tahu?

me: dia da ade yg baru lgi pon masi kite bersame asyik gado.

mak: mak tk suke lah kwn baru dia tu..mak prefer u nadya..

me: tkper la mak..tu kan da pilihan dia..mak and nadya masi leh contact kan?

mak: oh yes..klau leh mak nk korg berbaek semula smpai ke jinjang pelamin..

mak: jangan bergaduh lau perkare kecik bnyk kan bersabar.

mak: sorg marah lgi sorg kene diam lau dua marah perkare kecik akan jdi besar

me: hahaha! tkpe la mak..dia kan da ade baru..tkkn nadya nk kacau lgi..lgi pon nadya da cuba..

mak: mak tknk belahkan mane2 pihak..cume harapan mak kalau boleh balek semula pigang ape yg mak ckp tdi insya allah hubungan kalian baek sepanjang mase.

mak: jodoh pertemuan bukan kite yg tentu kan tpi kite mezti berusaha kearah tu klau gagal jugak pasrah kehedak tuhan k.

me: ok..thank mak.

mak: walau dgn sape nadya berkwn..pigang kate2 mak yg diatas tdi.

mak: jage diri ok..lau leh mak nk ko berbaek semula ngan jufri..mak restu kan hubungan kalian.

me: hmm...ok..thank for ur advise.

hmm..im speechless..i donno what to say...i can only pray to allah..which is rite or wrong..

kau abadi di dalam hati ku

2009-10-12T13:29:00.003+08:00

"Cerita tentang masa lalu

Cerita tentang kau dan aku

Kini tinggal hanya kenangan

Kau abadi di dalam hatiku"

on ma monday blues mood! early in the morning..i check ma facebook..jufri mum nudge me..we not really tok much...1st thing that she say "how was u n jufri"hmm..is she still dunno that we're not together animore..it more then a year aready..and jufri had a new gf..jufri still never show his new gf to his mom?

quote

2009-10-08T21:09:00.005+08:00

"When lots of guys starts to love u,

U may get confused whom to love or Who to choose,

Just tell them 'I Hate U',

Everyone will get back,

But not the person who loves u truly".

i always love this quote..

its really meaning full to me...

it make me realise not all guys sincerely love us..

HIATUS

2009-10-02T15:23:00.002+08:00

NOT GONNA UPDATE.........ON HIATUS..
MAYB FOR AWHILE ONLY....

P/S: DO VISIT ONSUGAR...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

2009-09-22T21:59:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin. Kepada Semua Yang Mengenali Nadya.

Nadya Ingin Meyusun 10 Jari Memohon Maaf Jika Nadya Ade Buat Salah Dan Silap..

Lau Nadya Tulis Post Yang Bukan2 Dan Melukai Hati Semua Harap Dimaaf kan =)

Pic were taken on our 1st day of raya and its ma mum side...i really feel like keras kan tudung..that day is ma bad tudung day infact it happen on ma 1st and 2nd day of raye..wat a day!.
collection diz year really sucks! haha! just kidding..but i really like to thankz ma uncle and auntie coz they really understand me and understand ma situation..lol!
ok la...more pic will upload soon on facebk..wait for it..

toodlez!

untuk diri mu.

2009-09-18T15:10:00.008+08:00

Disaat aku dapat melupa kan mu sepenuh nya,
kau pasti akan kembali dalam hidup ku.
se-olah kau tidak memberi ku ruang untuk bernafas tanpa bayang-bayang mu.
kemunculan mengejut mu hanya menharap kan kita dapat membina hubungan ini semula dan melangkah setapak untuk membina ke-alam yg baru.
kau memberi ku harapan lagi,harapan yang akan meluka kan hati ku.
kau ungkit kisah lame kita
kisah suka dan duka,ketawa dan menangis kita

kerna dengan itu kau membawa ku kembali memory kita dan berharap agar ku
memaaf kan mu dan memberi diri mu peluang kedua.
maaf kan ku sayang..
kata ku kini muktamat..
tk mungkin akan ku berpaling ke belakang..
kerna..
tk mungkin akan ku jilat balek yang sudah ku ludah.

sayang..

Kata la apa2 saja kerna aku bukan lagi seperti dulu yg

terlalu lemah dengan kata-kata manis mu

kini ku lebih berhak berkata ape saje kerna cinta ku padamu sudah lama padam

dan ku tk perlu menjaga hati mu demi hubungan ini lagi

kau yang mengajar ku menjadi seorang yg ego.

sayang..
ku berharap agar kau dapat melupakan ku dan menjalani kehidupan mu tanpa diriku.
maafkan ku sayang,kite tk mungkin akan bersama lagi..
walau beribu harapan dan percubaan yg kau tabur dan laku kan padaku tk mungkin aku berpaling lagi,
kerna hati ku sudah tertutup..

selama nya.

maafkan ku....

miss my jurong my hometown

2009-09-16T14:24:00.004+08:00

Left with 4 more days of ramadan...tat is fast! i gonna miss the bazaar but most is of coz the foods.yum!
at last i prepare the raya outfit...this year we family gonna wear sumthink like brown colour and for 2nd day i gonna wear purple.
well this year we gonna celebrate as simple as possible as this year mayb gonna b our last year celebrating at jurong and lots of thing gonna throw.
oh i gonna miss u jurong....

2009-09-12T18:28:00.000+08:00

STUPID JOB!! I HATE MY JOB CAN!!??!!!

random!

2009-09-10T17:06:00.002+08:00

hello earthlinks...

i think im going to change onsugar soon since they say its much more better then here hmm! will see about that.
left another 10 days of ramadan so fast times flies..omg! i havent prepare anitink, actually i dont feel like wanna raya this year and i dont know why..i dont even care to find ma own baju kurong just give mum to decide.
oh well mayb going johor tomorrow,mum keep asking me to change shift and ask me to follow and help find her tunjuk2 kueh raya haha!.

hmm...i find it funny la, why the one we hate the most could become our lover?from hate to love..that what oldies say dont hate he/she so much or he/she could become yours one day. hope that not gonna happen to me..choy2!! i hope not..i want from the 1st side teros fall in love..haha!
oh ya
and do big age gap is ok for u?
i wonder if it ok for us to date with someone much more older then us..like 10 to 20years older den us?what do u think?
like me..hmm...if he/she mature like their age..why not!coz age doesn't matter it just a number.sumore if get older got cpf aready no need to worry married can straight away apply house..haha! just kidding..i want ur opinion la..what do u think?
if it ok if ur partner hav a huge gap age then u?

call 999..criminal cant hide..

2009-09-09T21:59:00.002+08:00

what a nice date today.........
09/09/09..

i will update a proper post next tyme aite..

REMEMBER

2009-09-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

REMEMBER ALL THE THINGS WE WANTED

NOW ALL OUR MEMORIES THEY'RE HAUNTED

WE WERE ALWAYS MEAN TO SAY GOODBYE

WHERE ARE U?

2009-09-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

I WONDER,WHERE'RE ALL REAL MEN..

I MEAN GENTLEMEN! WHERE THEY ALL HIDE??

tired of living...

2009-09-07T17:48:00.002+08:00

can i say i dun wanna work for time being..?
im juz to tired with the surrounding seriously..i wanna take some courses that i been wanting for long3 time ago but $$$ is the prob....
if only i can affort..i dont bother to stress myself up..haiz..
what a life....

SO CRANKY............

2009-09-05T10:26:00.001+08:00

oh god........it so pain..
on ma period and it so cranky...
and PLEASE eh....
watever shit u do,im not in the mood to entertain ur nonsense.

and ya guys i hav watch final destination.......so i dun wanna watch animore plz coz it so bored and i can sleep in the cinema..
but it not so violence as wat i think it is..
next stop....PHOBIA 2 is coming! aniwan wanna watch?tiz time i think gonna be more scary than before..
lots of violence and scary movie coming soon....
stay tune...

karaoke............

2009-09-01T13:07:00.007+08:00

Para Penonton....
Bapak,bapak..Ibu,ibu..
Smua Yg Ada Disini...
Goyang........

why sounded like so dangdut

Ans:just cant forget about the karaoke session..
Anyway sori for not updating regularly...just too busy with some staff..
anyway last sun meeting with the ladies it was great we had lots of fun..thought plan was cock-up at 1st.
we had our buka puasa at geylang so jam pack,our intention at 1st was to jalan-jalan at bazzar geylang only..but like i say nothing interesting there..
then we suggested why not catch a movie,final destination..but the time slot never give us the chance to watch.
then....last kopek! we go karaoke.. this is when the excitement comes..so the gerek la seh!..2 hrs still not enough for us.We shake here n there,joget dangdut,shout at the microphones like nobody business and lastly not to forget eh.."cucuk langit dance"..but again to bad time never give us a chance to book for another hour..by the time we finish is already 23.10pm if i not wrong.
we took our own beauty sweet time..until we miss the last train..syoik i tell u..lari mcm nk rak abih tk kasi masuk..mcm tot-tot! member da stress but lastly we took a cab..and home sweet home..

and oh ya..more pictures on facebook...

toodlez..

2009-08-28T21:32:00.001+08:00

I Don't Understand The Way You're Thinking.

wat up....

2009-08-26T22:34:00.002+08:00

i donno wat up with ma feeling..

its all mixed up...

oh god! i dont want this to happen again..

i dont want to fall in love..

i dont want to get hurt no more...

plz get rid of the feeling..

i dont want to fall in love with people that call themself a Men!

shit i hate the feeling!!!

LOVE

2009-08-20T10:32:00.004+08:00

Why do they easily confess the word "LOVE"or easily confess the "FEELING"?do they know the meaning of it or do they really mean it?well to be truth i dont really know the meaning of it myself but do u think its funny when just the starting of their friendship they confess their feeling..
example :they chat,ask for number,talk for few days(some only few hours) then straight confess he/she fall in love..very funny right?
i donno about u guys but this type of person can see enough that they desperate or they want just touch n go.
no offences..but the fact people reject aready quickly go to chat room again then makes the same old lame dramas.
hmm..am i right?what do u think?

2009-08-16T18:34:00.002+08:00

i really hate everything...nutink seem interesting anymore..everyone like one big fuck up! seriously! my off day burn for nuthink..bile aku keje sibok nk ajak kuar la lepak ah...bile aku da off smua mcm kimak!! watever go la eh...
yg kali tk ya sibok2 ckp...#@#@@#@@#$$!!!

my fvrt drug is to fought wit u.

2009-08-13T20:38:00.006+08:00

While listening mutton to midnight i decide to blog it been 3 days MIA someone complaining.. =)
nothing much happening...
work,facebook,eat,sleep and work again..
ya a very lazy routine.
well i guess i love to fought with people especially with guys,cant help it! it like a drug that i must do when make friend with guys.
yes...i fought again with not so old fren of mine and the reason..no need to know!.
oh ya...
i donno why i can get to know with ma long3 xbf(now enemy) friend..it happen so sudden lucky enough he don't recognise me.if know gua mati babe..so scary that i avoiding from him now.

sun off no idea where to go,i be waiting for "Where got ghost". someone willing to accompany me this sun,but..see la if i got mood..

i guess that all...
stay tune for nxt post..nyahahaha!! lame!
toodlez.

happy birthday singapore

2009-08-09T21:20:00.003+08:00

wanna wish

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!

unfotunely i didn't get to celebrate it cos of werking!! damn tired seh!

no off day for me this week..

so cian!!

i really2 wanna watch fireworks!

what a luck!

still learning!

2009-08-08T15:32:00.004+08:00

look back reminiscing about the past.it taught me a lesson to be much more extra careful and more stronger to face with life.

but at times they mistaken me.they taught im being such an ego and harsh.

i had my own reason for all that.

i keep thinking do i deserve this,do i deserve to be treated like this?

but in the end of all that there no answer.

its been almost a year now.how fast times fly.xbf is happy now with his new love.

and me,im still learning to forgive and forget everything and also to keep remind myself that everything happen for a reason. oh ya..not to forget learning to control my temper.no vulgarities!

= )

is this wrong?

2009-08-05T13:07:00.003+08:00

it hard to be with someone new when ur mind is still think of the past.

it hard to tell people what when wrong wit the past that make it so hard to move on

new people that love, always says 'this is what its call the past where u should share so that thing wont happen again'.

what if u say is just a words?

what if ur not truly sincere?

if u're truly in love and willing to wait..why should u alway ask?instead of keep asking why not u helping..that will make life easier and faster for us rite?

u keep saying that i always avoiding?

but why dont u push harder on urself to get nearer to me?

u keep silent so that i could think which one is right

but do u think it help..i dont think so..

u keep saying i alway play with the feeling.if u really love u could noe what in me am i rite.

it show that u hav not knowing me long enough althought the friendship that we built is long.

eyes in pain!

2009-08-04T16:23:00.002+08:00

my eyes is really in pain!

i dont know what wrong with ma eyes! it so pain! i cant clearly see! everything i see is blur and it pain! lucky enough the pain is on my left eyes! if i tell ma mum..mepek2 dia pikir..nk kate tembil! aku tk tgk bende2 maksiat nie! adoi! while i typing i close one eyes! sakit dok!

ok go!

2009-08-04T00:51:00.006+08:00

all muke very the tk perlu eh!

i just wakeup from sleep coz of hungry, find something to eat and now cant get back to sleep...time check is 12++am and later i work morning shift!.

aniway the plan that we had made for the last 1 month is cancel..due to some reason!.

i was piss off at 1st but think back it better la..atleast i can save the money for shopping..nyahahha!!
as it been cancel..i went to do some shopping with lil sis and her friend! it was fun! atlast i bought myself jackson 5 cd! semangat dok!

hmm...

k im done

toodlez!

plan for sunday

2009-08-01T02:33:00.003+08:00

amcm?miss chitchot cute tk?

atlast i get to play with ma pet again...so the happy!

k just a quick post..

i hope plan for this sunday with ma fren not going to cancel again seriously..i been waiting for this outing like a month ago!.da swee2!! last min mesti ade tk kene!! haiz!!

aniway time check is 2++am..i gonna sleep now..from morning i play with ma lappy...mate da naek juling2!! hehe!!

k la..

toodlez!

im addicted

2009-07-29T03:48:00.005+08:00

fuyoo! time check is 3++am and i just finish plow my farmtown.

hmm...well

im addicted now

and ma serious drug is

facebook!
seriously..im addicted to it...i gonna logon like evey hr..
then take some quiz,check on ma pet and check on ma farm too..
plow some seed den harvest den earn some coin and plow again..like 100x...great!
oh ya.!!
my so call new friend it like f**king j**k! keep on acting weird! calling me with a happy mood suddenly kind of emo den in min tyme like excited mood..i donno is that person is having some mentally prob or what..haha!! but okla aku suke buli ko! wakaka!!
but to me that have'nt got in to serious condition where i get scared talking or will get paranoid when cell keep ringing...
well i hope he not having a green cert..
haha

k la done
toodllez!

makcik keropok

2009-07-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

i really pity those who really want to sell their goods from door to door without u know, the cik pon(pontianak) and stuff! seriously because of this 'makcik keropok' many of us think negative about them and better not to open the door.

i hear that this makcik keropok conquer jurong and bukit batok aready! seriously because of this i scared to open the door even when going to work i could see left,right before i dare to go out.

like one idiot!

mit the evil

2009-07-26T19:25:00.004+08:00

with me is ilyas

ilhan

yesterday going to grandma house cause i being missing the 2 little babyevil! ilyas n ilhan both now very naughty.sakit jantung aku babysit korang! nyahaha!! after that go geylang accompany nenek to buy things there..even me too! i bought 3 dress!! tak agak2! after that mit one of ma auntie.she wanna eat at pangong singapura(i think that the place la) the food all maha pedas kedegak nye! check2 they cook thailand style!
oh ya!!.....
before that friday goin to pandan city! i been craving for the satay molek! order 100 stick pon aku leh habiz! nyahaha! too bad been craving like hell when get to eat i can forget to take the pic! i can't forget the trolley that we use to bring our groceries. it so old like goin to die soon! even one of the shopper say that it been import from oversea that to expensive! nyahaha!

k la im done!
toodlez!

ms chitchot

2009-07-24T14:07:00.004+08:00

ms chitchot!

nutink much today..i was so happily playing with ma pet mschitchot! so the kecohrable like me!(aku bbual as if dia leh ckp gitu nk ckp kecohrable).well yesterday mit nurul at jp.she wanna come to ma werk place but she late so might as well mit at jp.

Had our dinner at mac and ya, the fillet-o-fish wasabi is back in popular demand! haha!.

ohwell i love sushi but i hate wasabi the taste is so awfull !i wonder how can they eat wasabi with the buger! omg!! conferm hidung berasap je eh!.

im so craving for the butterscoot icecream so i buy that too sedap siot! hingga menjilat segale2 nye!

we chill awhile talking about 2nd august.it seem like everybody is so SEXcited accept for one! if u know who i mean, for who that donno step u know je la ok..!

aniway im so happy that tomorrow im off!! i been waiting for saturday off! seriously! lucky that supervisor write wrong roster! im so happy until feel like kicking her butt!

ok im done!

happy weekend everyone!

toodlez!

wat a day!

2009-07-23T14:26:00.006+08:00

im so piss off with auntie that sell bubbletea at b.b she dun even know how to speak english somore wanna action! walauwei! i think she got some kind of hearing problem! keep giving me the wrong drink! she know if i order i will always go for green apple milktea! but this 'BUDEG' give me a wrong one! like she just work there and donno me. Just now she give me greenapple greentea! yuck! i super hate greentea seh! but i dun bother to cancel order heckcare aready la with that auntie like no harapan lagi!

ok dok enough about that auntie!

yesterday R text me..he say how life everything! i like wat up with this boy, wanna know my life everything! u had thrown me far2 away from ur heart as if i had done a biggest mistake that cannot forgive then suddenly u wanna know how am i?!? u think that i hoping for ur return or i had lost hope aready?! sorry la boy u get the wrong gerl la! im not that type ok! yes i ever do that, but that come with a reason but u..there nutink i wanna pray or hoping for!
xbf...watup with u dude! u run away from home..u never being like this before,weird! am i talking too muhamad jufri bin ahmad or jufri the jin!!? seriously u change alot! i donno what do u look u on urself, what made u so proud n think that u perfect then any other,ko tahu selame nie ko bebual world! other layan kan ko nye mepek!

k im done! penat aku maki hamun korang!

TWENTYTWO!

2009-07-22T14:55:00.007+08:00

actually blog is fun if ur grammer is perfect..

i have lots of story to share but due to typing perfect english error,i prefer just to type it short.

Do u noe that ur bf is lamoi type of ass! still busybody with what im doing! go on with life la boy!

lame post!

2009-07-20T14:25:00.005+08:00

hello readers..
yesterday meet up with the ladies at our usual place..i notice since i started working i had no where to go accept for jurong point to lepaking! kecoh!!
k2 back to the story..we decide to chill at library bring the lappy along..since they had some project to do n me just sitting there laughing with the stress they had..hahaha! meet shida there..then after having our dinner chill again at mccafe again. then i decide to meet hafiizh,since he keep asking me to meet up n wanna give the souvenier that he bought from thailand meet him awhile then he send me back home..

pictures:

toodlez

random!

2009-07-17T16:41:00.004+08:00

u just wanna get sactisfaction with ur partner,
don't even care how i feel or if i knew.
u wanna revenge?,
see if u dare to do,
but don't regret that karma will come and hunt u.
u wanna be sacarstic,
i can be double or even fanatik if u want too...
but after u had done all above dont regret or crying for fogiveness after u know the truth.

who to blame?

2009-07-15T20:41:00.004+08:00

I DON'T KNOW WHO TO BLAME
IT END JUST LIKE THAT..
IT IS BECAUSE OF MY STUPIDNESS
OR WE ARE NOT MEAN TO BE TOGETHER..
AFTER ALL HAPPEN..IT END WITHOUT ANY ANSWER..

BIG EGO

2009-07-14T16:44:00.002+08:00

I HATE MYSELF FOR HAVING A BIG EGO.

'Smile' - Charlie Chaplin

2009-07-12T21:56:00.002+08:00

"Smile tho'your heart is aching,

Smile Even though it's breaking,

When there are clouds in the sky- You'll get by,

If you Smile through your fear and sorrow,

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun come shining through- For you.

Light up your face with gladness,

Hide ev'ry trace of sadness,

Altho' a tear may be ever so near,

That's the time you must keep on trying,

Smile- What's the use of crying,

You'll find that life is still worthwhile,

If you just smile."

-Charlie Chaplin.

tankz u guys!

2009-07-11T09:59:00.004+08:00

alhamdullilah!! my life is much more better right now after the advise n support from friends!! im confident with the answer i had given. No turn behind or no regret no more..thanks u guys!! hehe!!

aniway kawan-kawan...aku rase cam nk gi karoake sebelom puase,anyone interested?!!?the more the merrier!!tkmo g time puase tk sweet ah! ceh! kite njoys sbelom puase menjelang nyahahaha!!! setan seh aku!

Niway happy weekend people...
enjoys!!!!
toodlez!

random

2009-07-07T12:25:00.003+08:00

last sunday..there wedding function going on both mum n dad side.i just go to show my face as i dont really know them..nyahaha! get to mit both side cousins but to bad no pic on dad side only afew who willing to take pic! so i decided not to take la! buang batt aku and full kan memory aku je! as for mum side,hell sporting la seh!! even nenek n makcik2 yg sewaktu dengan nye nk join skali!.

k la i out of idea aready la!

so..

toodlez!

paranoid!

2009-07-04T16:11:00.007+08:00

Past few days i was in a pressure and felt myself leave in 'PARANOID'!.

i couldn't be myself lately..i felt someone is watching on me.

and

i've got that mixed feeling.

set me free

2009-07-01T16:30:00.002+08:00

u lied to me again,u said u won't leave no matter what happen

but still u left me all alone, i felt so lost and i feel like running far away from here.

somewhere, where no one know my name.

why do i still feel hurt deep down, why does the missing feeling that appear the moment u're gone still linger. i thought im over it. i thought im strong enough now.

why can't i open up my heart to someone else? why is it so hard for me to accept someone new?

i don't know where im supposed to be heading now i keep standing here, not knowing which is the right path?

why do i still breathe with ur love?
your presence still linger and its hurts me.
give me ur blessing coz my heart is beginning to beat for someone else. let me be happy,set me free

but my mind keep telling me to stay for you.but till when..

i dont need u no more

2009-06-29T18:06:00.004+08:00

u haunting mylife back..

create a story of ur disappearance..

ask for forgiveness..

give the fake hope..

and left me with no word...

going to nenek house!

2009-06-28T13:26:00.006+08:00

yesterday after work quickly when back home get ready and rush down to grandma house..because long,long,long time never go there la, so the rindu aready with both ma grandparent...and also the cousins! the cousin busy talking about the F4..overall lots of fun mitting them..we talk shit,talk crap,and jokes..laugh all the way..love them to the max la..

adk ko nk terberak eh..?me look like ninja covering all acept for the eye

ko knape faiz?da berangan eh?

k la that all

toodlez!

R.I.P MJ!

2009-06-27T15:37:00.005+08:00

1958 - 2009

i was shock when i get the news that Michael Jackson is dead.

i can't believe he left us this fast when he was only 50 years old

although i not a fan of MJ but still i listen to his songs and i felt the lost to..

R.I.P MJ.

buy myself a new hp!

2009-06-26T21:54:00.004+08:00

hello earthling...

hmm..im off today but still had to wake up early in the morning, accompany my sis for a check up..after the check up treats my mum and sis to pizzahut thought of having lunch at sakura or seoulgarden but time check 15.3opm..it to late aready by the time datang tinggal belen2 je!

after having our late lunch search for hp...i bought myself a new hp..c902! thought of buying c905 but hmm...to out of my budget!

so yeah! at last!!

ok la

happy weekend everyone!!!

toodlez!.

c902

annyeong haseyo!!!

2009-06-25T23:56:00.005+08:00

annyeong haseyo..=)

Eodeotge jinaeseyo?

naneun haeyo jirunhaeyo...

haha!!

in case u dont know what am i typing..it a korean language anyway just a basic..

it mean:

hello

how r u?

i feel(am)bored.

get it?

aniwae

im off tomorrow!! thought of watching transfomer but see how la..haha!!

k la

Annyonghi jumushipsiyo.

annyong

jal issoyo.

out with gerlfren!

2009-06-22T15:49:00.007+08:00

Hello readers...

how ur weekend..?

mine..well saturday like an ass!!sunday was syoik i tell u...haha!!

it was last min plan..i was so fed up with ma hp so decide to survey at hp shop so that when come to pay i can straight away buy no need to survey this,that and blablabla..

meet ma gerlfrens at our usual port...

then survey at some shop, then we lost our way..we like no where to go..

chill at mccafe eat icecream all the way den go posing here posing there...that all...

some image of us..

enjoys!

->donno why lots of place we should come here to pose!

->ignore ma face..mcm kene rogol siak!

->this to..ma face mintak kene smack!!

-> adk! why ur face lyke that!! u look at me as if im a alien..im still human!

->lidah mentain eh..

-> kiss icecream?!?

->asl muke gitu eh?

->i dont know since when i like this mango yogurt icecream but it taste lyke heaven la seh!! even other 2 hantu pon sibok nk rase..huahuahua!

-> this big plate is for two big eater la seh!!

->nice or what? this big plate is main for 1 person to eat but for us..one plate for two la bcos it to many la seh!!

->ko nk cium sape shida?

->makcik mentel pose....huahuahua!

-> lastly me..pose lyke makcik mentel also!

ok la that all...

toodlez!

is she ma lesb!! no..no..no...

2009-06-19T21:52:00.003+08:00

no3 she not my lesb! im still straight ok! she ma lil sis

nothing much today...1whole day infront of my lappy talking shit with friend and outsider at msn i dont even care about work im not in the mood to work..

lil sis! u give me a fun hobby right now by taking a weird photo and edit it everywhere..

and we should always do some stupid pose outside the koridor too i just love it..huhuhu!atleast sumting then 24hr sleeping..= )

niwae im off on sun..

out anyone?

happy weekend everyone

toodlez..

cut it short

2009-06-18T22:32:00.006+08:00

i cut ma hair damn short!! regret it!!! i cut it myself!! ='(

mummy i wanna ride my own bike

2009-06-17T20:50:00.005+08:00

i wanna ride my own bike la seh!

mummy when u gonna give me green light to take my bike license!

my boy-friend juz bought his sparks 135! soooo the jealous la seh!

p/s:hafiizh ko jgn nk kerek with ur sparks la eh!! i not jealous la eh i dont even dream of seating on ur bike even if i do, it will be ma fucking bad dream!...i only jealous coz i didnt get a chance to had a license if not !!ur bike i da rejam la seh!!!!

random

2009-06-15T21:37:00.004+08:00

mummy i wanna go holiday.................
i wanna go bali can?
with family or i just go alone?

hmmmppphhh!

gerek!

2009-06-13T16:02:00.005+08:00

my tired face!

yesterday was shoik!! i tell u! i had to werk from 9am to 11pm...gerek or wat!! the day before i nvr sleep coz go johor with parent.muke da mcm zombie je seh!! lucky that i bring ma laptop to keep me awake. today i had to werk 13hrs..thank to someone who fucking damn idiot gi cari pasal ngan org pas tu kene belasah msk hospital aku jugak kene cover ko! taek! kan lbih bgoz ko kojol troz lgi bgoz aku le ot forever! dpt duit le beli kan bunga rose paling mahal deliver kt kubor ko!

movie date.

2009-06-11T12:42:00.003+08:00

going out with boy-friend yesterday to watch movie but we has not decide which movie to choose until we reach at the cinema we had an arguement coz i wanna watch hanna montana or monster vs alien but this Mr H wanna watch blood the last vampire.he say i lyke a small kid wanna watch that kind of movie..dia tu step berg2 jer...end up we watch night at the museum.

niway thanks for the treat Mr H..had a great date with ya...
toodlez.

2009-06-09T19:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SITI NURUL HUDAH =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U.........................

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MY FREN..

MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE..

how u react if his still hanging with u?

2009-06-09T18:17:00.000+08:00

Have u ever imaging if u and ur xbf working together and u and his desk just beside each other,he will alway find a way of getting u jealous like his always trying to be flirty with ur colleges wherever u around?? what do u do?

if me i will slap his idiot face!! make sure there a mark to remind him of me and to make him remember not to be a jerk! and get a life!!! seriously!

i cant imagine if that could happen for now and if my xbf working together in the same company and in the same outlet.i will feel super uncomfortable,and i will resign for sure(if he like what i tell u above)..haha!.

even his mom working in the same company as me(but diffrent outlet) also i feel uneasy.because i had to listened to her voice and it remind me of that jerk.

Don't think of anything la. This is just a random post since I heard 98.7fm broadcasting about relationship thingy and my mind suddenly thought of posting this topic. haha!

k bye!

apprieciate u lots.............

2009-06-08T20:59:00.000+08:00

im tired of working, My life like nothing sia! in 1month i had 4 off day sometime only 2 or no off at all.im tired of all this.
this is not what i dream about where i can get a good life with a good job with onli 5 working days in a week and could save up money and bring my family for a holiday and i could depend on ma own without a single help from family and even i wish i can effort to buy everything that i want ever since im a kid.
But i can't,it just only a dream that could not happen.im still depend on my parent. and i'm lucky enough that they understand ma situation. how stubborn or rude i am,they still give me the attention that i need as a child.
i remember when i had a breakup with the ex boyfriend, they try to cheer me up and give me all the moral support that i need and giving me all the advise without fail.
my mum even take a leave on ma birthday so that i won't feel lonely on ma big day and pour me all the love..my dad too. he even sacrifices every night without fail just to fetch me from work when im working afternoon shift since I will only end at 11. when im broke he would help me with no doubt..althought i dont show any appreciation infront of them.but deep in ma heart im thankful enough that they are ma parent and every thing that they had done..

if mama and ayah read this..im really thankful enough that i had both of u by my side i appreciate every thing that u had done.only god know how lucky i am to have such a wonderful parents.....

RANDOM

2009-06-07T23:13:00.000+08:00

Headed down to lot 1 with the gerls..nothing much caught my attention. bought shoes from cotton on since there having GSS.

Nothing much to elaborate.
Let the picture be the elaboration.
toodles! :)

quote

2009-06-04T21:36:00.000+08:00

I cried when I knew I lost you,
afraid I had lost it all.
Then I realized that losing you,
didn't have to mean I lost me
myself..

sacarstic +++ pathetic

2009-06-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

Lee Min Ho(Goo Joon Pyo)
walaupon rambut mu kerinting basket and pelik! namun ko tetap menjadi pujaan hati ku...wakakaka!!

Kim Hyun Joong(Yoon Ji Hoo)
aku jatuh cinta bangat sama kamu..kekekeke!!!

k trying to be sacarstic or pathetic right here..
nothing in my mind to mention abt unless if this two guys that keep pop-up in my mind!! = )

toodlez...

boy before flower

2009-06-03T01:05:00.000+08:00

im addicted to korean drama!!!!!

tankz to amira who ask me to watch it!...this is the 1st korean drama that make me sit infront of tv and concentrate..dont even care who calling me and dont even care to eat..=)

so girls who is not a korean fans like me,i recomend u to watch it..once u watch u gonna love it..!

toodlez...

baking session..

2009-05-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH AND
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY UNCLE TOO....

i so in luv with today session..huhuhu! long,long,long tyme never eat with family always busy with werk..im home early and we decided to cook.the best part is me,my mum and sis going to do some baking ..huhuhu! me and mum baked pasta and sis baked tuna pie...nice,nice!! long2 time never baked here baked there.....

so here some pic..

toodlez....

eat,eat,eat

2009-05-27T19:26:00.000+08:00

cheese and cheese and cheese..............................................................!!

eat,eat,eat until exploded..
few days i been frustrated with many prob until not mood to eat..today donno why i feel so hungry...sumore i werk 12hrs and didnt even got a tyme to eat before going to werk..huhu!! ape lgi perot pon da GIMME THE FOOD rhythm!! survey @ internet wat new at pizzahut den macdonald den pastamania..den decided to just order the food that i knew and long tyme never eat also..huhu!! amek ko!!
pelan2 kunyah seh!!

missing him badly

2009-05-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

it take me 11/2hr to finish the food..i donno why ma appetite gone the moment i step in the restaurant..so no choice i bought mcflurry and fries...i donno what wrong with me lately..i been missing him badly..i forcing myself to forget him..but everytime i try it getting worse..every time i say to myself that he could be happily with other gerl but it still the same..i try to move on but every time i try he could pop up in ma mind! every guys that i know it almost the same as him! attitude,character all the same..i will always cry before going to bed and keep thinking what i had done wrong till he did this to me! what so special about that gerl till ur feeling toward me gone just lyke that. even u on her side everytime when we fought..

how i wish time could change and i wont get to know u..

sakit rindu

2009-05-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

my body still aching..it been 3 day but still im not feeling well .i react well infront of everyone because i dont want them to worried about me..thought of going out with frens but was cancel due to some reason and also im still not well..

p/s:im miss him badly..i guess bcoz of tat im sick...sakit rindu!

2009-05-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

wohoo!! cheers to kris allen for winning the tittle.

and....

(my eyes were red)

aaaarrrrgggghhh!!im having a fever,flu,cough.....and more worse i had to go werk at 12pm..

damn weak...
fadzil text me in the afternoon...he also having a fever..jiwe or wat!!dua2 sakit!!

dia nye bastard he got mc for 2day..and im not! and he text was "slamat ah gurl,sok jumpe kat kubor ko k.den if u da tanam dont forget bring hp along and text me i will come to give u rose..conferm romantic..rest in peace ma fren"sempat kasi smile face, taek nye kwn!! da kasi aku mengamok tahu lak nk mintak maaf dgn aku..

when i reach werk i rest awhile..now i had to fight with the heat and the fever till 11.3opm..

till here

tooldez

2009-05-21T16:31:00.000+08:00

1st time in the world i wake up damn early without been ask or been wake by anyone..i get off from bed at 8am when usually i will wake up atleast the earliest is 11am when i werking in the afternoon..haha!! should record in the book dude..k watever!!
i dont noe what wrong with me..i wakeup early,goin off to werk early and had ma lunch early everything i do it all early..funny huh?
speaking of werk..i think ma xbf mum till now didnt know we brokeup..stupid gondong tol ah nie matrep!!
even when i reach werk early he mum could say "jufri antar ko eh"or "mambang ko yg kt maperheson dtg eh?" and her frens started to giggle-giggle..it that funny meh!!plz la...we're not an item animore..kejap2 org sebut name dia..famous sngat ke tu mamat?
hmm..till here gonna do some werk..

toodlez

2009-05-18T13:12:00.000+08:00

Will be updating people. Link and tagged babe. :)